4-2-09

I'm losing myself.

So caught up in the things around me I forget they're there

trying so hard to focus on the important things that I go

too far the other way

and get my priorities

scrambled and confused.

and in trying to find my self

I loose sight in the important things

and in trying to see the truth

I get lost in a mind that is not my own.

And it is too thick with white noise

and screaming voices

to see clearly.

The colors of the world are

blinding me

until I only see in black and white.

And then what?

Where, then, is my yellow brick road?

All my bricks are red.

So I'll build my own road

that no one has followed

because I need to find a way back to myself.

And maybe Dorothy needs a change of scenery.