8-27-09

cold fire spits at my walls-

walls of indestructible indifference,

but I bleed watery shame for the things

they hold.

reality is never so if you don't believe.

my glass walls bubble me in

hold me when no on else

seems to be around,

bounce my cries back to me

when no one is there

to listen.

so I cannot abandon the ones who

let my fears be my comfort.

forcing me to learn

from my ever growing mistakes.

holding me down, not letting me

feel the crying pain,

the destroyer I see all around.

Every time I open the treacherous door

(which I have done oh so many times)

the pressure of a thousand breaths

I've ignored

crush in around me.

My walls keep me safe.

Ignorance is a disaster,

Knowledge is key,

But indifference is a savior.

Indifference shields the weak.